Calling it quits

[Mari_Posa]

Well, what can I say, sorry I haven't been around much lately but I have been having a really hard time with everything ttc related. It has now been a year and a half of trying and my due date with my last baby is coming up in 2 days. I have her last u/s pic framed on my desk, I miss her very much. This last week has been a ridiculous emotional roller coaster ride, I'm constantly crying and I guess I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that we haven't conceived a sticky one and I just don't think the timing is in our best interest to try right now. DH told me this morning that he thinks I'm nuts for even thinking about it, financial we are in an extremely horribly situation, even with the restaurant having been sold. I'm tired of seeing AF every month, I'm tired of my dr not wanting to do anything more than have me wait out 3 more months before looking at secondary infertility issues, I'm tired of seeing so many people that I know getting pg or having their babies, I'm just tired of ttc period. I can't handle it anymore and I just need a break from it all. Sorry to be such a downer, I'm just having a rough time dealing with life in general right now. On a brighter note today is Sara's 2nd birthday so once DH gets back we plan on heading out into the city for a day of fun. :hula:

[Ashley]

Well first, happy birthday to your beautiful little girl!! :hula:

I'm sorry the process is being so rough on you. I know it sucks seeing negative after negative after negative, and I'm sure this week is making it even harder! :hug: I hope taking a break from it all can provide you some peace and everything will work out for you soon! :support:

[aka mommy]

happy birthday to ur dd .... on the other it probably would be good to take a break right now.... maybe wait until ur financial situation gets better... and for now enjoy the dd that you have :) :hugs:

[Elaine]

:bluehug: I'm sorry you're having a rough time Marilyn! I wish there was something I could say to make it better... :support:

Happy birthday Sara!!! :hula: Can you believe our little babies are 2 already??? Geez...

[AshleyMommyto2]

I am so sorry! TTC is really tough, and not having an active Dr. doesn't help either. Maybe a nice long break will do you some good. And you never know what will happen during the break! ;) We are here for you girl! :hug:

[Andrea]

I'm so sorry!:hug::support:
I hope you have a great day celebrating Sara's birthday!:))

I wish there was something I could do for you; we are here for you.

[Mama Sandy]

:bluehug: I'm so sorry.

happy birthday Sara!

[Heather]

This makes me want to cry. I remember ttc with you the first time around and going through all of this crap. All I can say is that God has a way of working things out, and I'll be praying for you every day.

And Happy Birthday Miss Sara! I can't believe she's turning two.

[Jojo]

:partyhat:
happy birthday Sara!!

Marilyn, I'm sorry for what you are going through. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better or to take away the pain :support: We are always here for you.